From Debbie.

Wed Oct 10, 2007 1:30pm

Today has been very tough. Jerry is MISERABLE to say the least. He is afraid, anxious, frustrated and angry, on top of being in pain and vent dependent. Compunded by the fact that he cannot commincate clearly. I am trying hard to figure out what he wants and needs, however alot of things he wants, to get out of bed, change hospitals, etc are not possible. So that is another frustration. Yesterdays CT scan showed more bleeding in and around the lungs. This will take several days to self absorb and until then he is in a holding pattern. More frustration. He is not as clear as he thinks he is, judgement is definitely impaired from all the meds etc. This is kind of what I have expected and been afraid of---- does he have the "will" to continue trying to get out of the woods, or is this all too much? I'm praying for an answer to this question.

I wanted you all to know we appreciat your continued support and we feel your love.